I do agree with people who says "girls like to gossip" and I would like to do it now. I can’t wait to write something about her. Okay, at least to express my thoughts.
I’ve known this girl since form 2 as we were taking the same school bus. We never talk. I never see her Smile, her face was like everyone-owing-her-a-thousand-bucks. Okay, that’s what I thought about last time.
As we were rushing for PMR around august last year, I visited the library almost everyday after school with a bunch of friends. She was in the same class with Jessel, one of my good friends. So she followed us. She was very VERY hardworking as I saw her doing exercises and revising for all the time. I had a simple chat with her. Her style of speaking is very quick and a little weird. It made me felt uncomfortable while talking to her. We were all rushing and pia-ing like hell those days. Okay, I know it was because I never listen in class so I have to pay off extra hard work to study instead of doing revisions! While Habahaba, is abnormal. She read her reference books over and over again… Did more exercies and more practises… A "pia" word is written on her forehead for all the time. She was so scary…
I ended up with 6A and got kicked into 4s2. I cried, but I actually shouldn’t. I’ve learnt the equation of No effort= Bad results. On the first day of school I saw her sitting in 4s2, and I wondered secretly. Well, it is quite a good news for one who got into the 2nd class from the 3rd. She improved; I did not. Sitting in this class is making me feel different. I realize that most of my classmates are actually very obedient and hardworking, aren’t like the 1st class monkeys who make noises and fool around all the time but still having excellent results. I guess it’s the difference of studying methods.
Back to Habahaba, she is now sitting around my neighborhood. I do not like her. I admit I have always been sensitive to people. I feel like this girl is trying to competitive with me. For instance, we were asked to hand up a summary about today’s history lesson. Each group has to hand up at least one. I volunteered to contribute in this lesson as a part of my group. Habahaba knew that and suddenly volunteered to do that too! It was totally opposite of her reaction as last history homework. She felt so proud and showed off to me right after finishing it.
She is always like trying to convince me not to study… Do not do revisions… I replied nothing, since I never do so. I wonder what is going wrong with this world. Mad people studying all the time but do not wish others even to read a page. Habahaba always said that she never study, never revise and neither doing exercises. I know her well. I saw her importing a whole stack of form 4 revision books since the first few days of schooling. This kind of human being is placed into the "am-pia" category. They are afraid to let people know what they have learnt. They like to hide while working hard. Studying is not wrong anyway, why can’t they just admit it in a nice way? It seems very hard for them to say "Yes, I revised Bio yesterday. So what? “What I am trying to tell is the way I can’t stand H for being that and I don’t like it. I really don’t like her.
I got to start working hard, to beat Habahaba flat. I want to prove that studying using her method is crazy anyway. Oh ya, I just found out a fact! I usually crap without doing. KK, I know… I hope I will do as I said. I never learn to manage my time well. As a good excuse of not doing revisions for me is "I don’t have enough time!” How do you guys’ discipline yourself anyway? The main pc switch is always attracting me, I am addicted to the internet.
Sorry for writing such a long crapy passage and thanks for reading!