PS. Sorry if i write illegible language sometimes.
I just notice how conscious mind can control and choose to give up a skill. I just notice how I chose to be so socially inert and close up to myself, and how the Berlin’s wall that I have mentally created between my roommate and I come has brought a sequence of consequences.
I kind of lost my social skills, but I accept it. because I put priorities onto achievements. With the capabilities and knowledge acquired from being a social failure nerdy nerd, then I can combine back my socializing skills as well as skills to be an all-rounded person. Yeah, one step at a time, there’s no need to rush.
Darling my life is gonna be good!