It was more than an incident; it was a lifelong experience that drove me so far, so far with all that occurred in one night. I had a chance to deal a serious problem with parents who are in their 50’s. It was very surprising that they listen to my words attentively and put my suggestions into serious considerations. Especially the father who said: “Hui Ting, you are mature enough, I want to listen to your opinion.” and once looked at me with a bizarre impression on my quick decision of contribution to him. The moment replays like .wmv files in my mind over and over again. I was impressed of this scene myself, where a middle aged successful man could pay such tribute to a 20 years old little girl. How many humble pies he had to take to do so then? He is great, in the sense of appreciation, and vision to notice capable people.
I could notice how well I manage to put myself into priority settings when shit happens. When I was capable to do a lot of things, I feel safe and secure. This is because my rational instincts and problem solving skills are good enough to get things in line. A lot of decisions may not be the best way, but to my perspective and rationalizing, it is a good move. I place what is needed in the position that it is needed. Shit happens all the time, and not all things come in shape of the way we like. We ought to not exaggerate over petty issues but think our best to get rid of it.
We all have power, it is our capabilities to perform any single activity like to walk, and talk. Sometimes we are blindfolded by our emotions that we forget what we can actually do. We lose our senses, we lose our mind. Sometimes I fall into this, when there people are looking at me with expectations, I got to get rid of these kind of situations.
You see, other than mom and Dad. There’s only two persons on earth could understand what the freak I am mumbling about. I am proud of you guys! I wished God could be here to listen and talk to me.
HEY! UP THERE, CAN YOU HEAR ME? I’M LOST!
and almost mad.
I must be insane….
Who you are criticizing me on the things you are performing everyday?
And who I am pointing you back when I do things no much better too?
Then we start philosophizing whenever we found the chance to approach a Prey(Ho Tia call Listener).
And then the question is, when digging into these great mysteries will not reward a satisfying answer, Why should I care?
He did best in interacting with people without being too straight forward, while I was as sensible as a criminal judge. Defending for the right way and pay energy for so-called theories. I should learn from Him, so that I can become a Happy Doctor(or whatever i may end up being), instead of a lawyer. Or a Psychologist that basically, just consult without making things happen himself.
PS. No doubt a psychologist can be a good mentor.
Its another beautiful Sunday morning! =) I love life and enjoy living. Duh… I had maths tuition at Woo’s yesterday. Sir gave us some good introduction about the use of Probability Distribution Function in our daily life and in the field of actuarial science before he started the chapter. This 5 minutes story telling session was wonderful, it reminded me of Jason, the boy who wanted to become an Actuarial Scientist and is now walking steadily towards his dream by entering a college in KL after 统考. The times I met him starting from form 4 was not more than 5 times, but the impression he gave me was so deep that I would never forget. I can still remember the firm voice of his when he told me about his life goal, and the easiness and humorous way he made life simply interesting and fun. I have to say that I couldn’t stop admiring him even until today, 3 years later since we last met. Good to tell that I’ve found one more reason to take Maths subject more seriously because what He doing now is even much tougher than this. Since he can walk through it then why can’t I?
By the way, school cross-country running just finished on 2 days ago. Some tried their best and got onto the top list while some walked through the whole journey like they are visiting Botanical Garden and Jesselton Garden by foot. I was in the middle of both. Thanks to Melissa for accompanying me since the beginning of the race, Yan Ji L for encouraging me to run-faster in the journey (your advice always helps!), and an Indonesian Runner who lead me to exhaustion as I tried to follow his path uphill in Botanical Garden, he showed me how practice and consistency made him up to this stage and how lousy my stamina was. After the activity a few schoolmates and I went Ginny’s house bath, change and make noise before we went to lepak at Gurney Plaza as jio-ed by Yvonne, the cute girl. Ronald is a great friend who did not mind paying the bills for lunch in Pastamania and the doughnuts in Big Apple. People like him, was agreed to be known as “Gentleman” by Jo and I during our years in form 3 but it is not very longer practicable now since we still don’t have to ability to earn a penny yet. ( i guess.)
How I wish the next word i could say was I miss you,
but I can’t!
Good that you are living well now. =)
She got it deadly right on the red spot of my bumping heart. *lup-dup*
Sometimes, the truths are undeniable especially those that touch one’s feelings.
BAKP camp preparations..很多很多很多
BAKP camp pressures.. 很大很大很大
BAKP camp self performances.. 很担心很担心很担心
3 month services presentation.. 很怕很怕很怕
BAKP testers’ critics.. 一定很多很多很多
BAKP camping days.. 一定很惨很惨很惨
This for the most friendly and Spirited UL i’ve ever known
and I just wanna say..
GOOD LUCK FOR SPM!
HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE
EAT MORE GREEN VEGETABLES
WILL MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU TOO!
nah, my blog updated d.. XD
Glad that I’ve found Tony Pua’s blogs.. He visited our school and gave a speech last year. It was a matter of regret as my class missed it to attend a teambuilding activity in KDU. Moral teacher, Pn Wong talked about him in class after a simple chatting with him. As a graduater of Oxford economy, pollitics and philosophy, he was the CEO and founder of a Malaysian IT company, publicly listed in Singapore. He divested all his shares in the company and decided to take part in socio-political affairs of Malaysia.
I mean.. He is simply cool. =)
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